Most of my life I’ve thought of myself as a thinker, or just a person who thinks (I am, indeed, an over thinker, but that’s different) as opposed to a person who ‘feels’.
But, the last 4-5 years have made me realise that I am mostly a person who feels, a feeler (if you will) who hides behind/puts up a front of thinking.
What does this mean? I don’t really know. Why? That might be easier. I suppose because the act of ‘intellectualising’ makes it possible to create some distance from all the feeling.
Still some way to go before I fully come to terms with / accept the ‘feeler’.